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Tuesday 25 February 2014

Long Time No Read...

So it's been a while since my last post!

What's changed? Well I'm resitting my final year at uni - thanks to my lecturer, family and close friends for helping me get through that ordeal! I'm not allowed to resit my dissertation which is good because its less stress but it also means that I'm unable to get any higher than a 2.2 classification. I know this is a good degree but I wanted to get a 2.1.

As for next year? I am looking into studying a Master's at Glasgow University, York University or Kings College in London but its expensive and I'm not sure if I will be able to do it to be honest. I've recently looked into intern ships within the politics sector which looks hopeful so fingers crossed for that!

I'm still in my little flat and alone lol but hopefully I'll have a flatmate soon to liven it up a bit! It gets very quiet here on an evening. Love life is non existent but that's fine by me. I'm saving myself from heartbreak and pain really. It will happen when it happens!


I'm halfway through my second chapter of my writing - been hitting blocks in my imagination though so that's been a bit harder than it should have been :( I'll keep on at it though and you never know! I could write a best seller!! Doubtful but you never know!

As for the weight issue...yeah I've not lost much. I'm trying to find a DVD which a good friend gave me and its like 30 minutes a day but it works wonders. She did it and found it really good before she moved onto different things so fingers crossed for that!

I've had a few dips in the mental health area - not as bad as when I was in York but there have been moments when I've been really unhappy. I know I'm bound to have dips like that from time to time and in a way they've been making me stronger - I don't have as many friends as I used to and its difficult for me to try and tell those I have what I'm feeling but I do my best.

Anyway, just wanted to give you an update of what's happening! 

Ciao! x

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