Happier Times

When the world is full of pain,
I find myself wanting to dance in the rain,
Remembering the sunshine,
And the whole world could be mine.

Surrounded by friends as we laugh and shout,
Not hearing the voices that continue to shout out,
The more I seem to drink,
The less time I have to think.

Jumping in puddles like a child,
When my mood swings are fairly mild,
Living life to the full,
Back to the girl that's always cheerful.

Pain and Anger...

That moment when all you feel is pain,
And there's nothing left to gain,
All the pain and anger from inside,
And all you want to do is run and hide,


The pain and anger that threatens to reveal itself,
The friends you force upon a shelf,
Push them away, make them hate you,
So they don't see the real you,


 The loneliness that follows you around,
Suffocating you without a sound,
The pain and anger consumes you whole,
Until you're left without a soul,


The temptation that grows and grows,
When you hit an all time low,
The more you hide it, the more you cry,
Surely it would be kinder to just let me die...