Brand New...

I am happy to announce that you can now check me out on Facebook! Just search for Ramblings of a Mad Hatter! I look forward to seeing you there!

I'm Sorry

I'm sorry that I'm not thin enough,
I wouldn't even say I'm pretty as such,
I'm just a mess and not even tall,
In fact there's no beauty to see at all...

I'm sorry for all the times that I'd cry,
And you'd do nothing but try,
To make me laugh or even smile,
If only for a little while...

I'm sorry that I'm not very smart,
And that I take everything to heart,
I'm just a very sensitive soul,
With plenty of failures but not a goal...

I'm sorry for all the hurtful things I've done,
And simply for not being much fun,
The voices I hear have helped me to see,
The truth that the problem is me...

I'm sorry that it has come to this,
But my whole life I've felt something has been amiss,
You'll agree that it is for the best,
At least in the end, like all the rest...

I'm sorry but the pain is just too much,
You see I'm just not strong enough,
I'm sorry but I know you'll see,
I just need to be free...

I'm sorry my amazing friends,
I just cannot continue to pretend,
That all is fine and all is good,
The way I know that I should...

I'm sorry to my beautiful Mother,
That I have chosen this path and not another,
I hope you understand in time,
That the blame is entirely mine...


I'm sorry to everyone that I love,
And even to those who couldn't give a stuff,
But what else could I do?
When I'm so alone and without a clue...