When you realise trust is like a four leafed clover?
With no one to turn to in your darkest days,
And life just seems like a constant maze.
What do you do when there's no way out?
And all you want to do is scream and shout?
Surrounded by friends, but you forget their names,
Because all you can feel is hatred and shame.
What do you do when people tell you to smile?
But they don't see you dying inside all the while,
They laugh. They joke. They really do try,
But you still go to bed at night and cry.
What do you do when you can no longer fight?
When there's just darkness and no light?
There's nothing in the tunnel but the dark,
Life really does leave it's ugly mark.
What do you when no one will listen?
When the tears that stream start to glisten?
They say they care, they say they'll try,
But you know it's all just a lie.
What do you do when everything aches?
When you know how small a ripple it would make?
The razor blade cold against your skin,
The first little cut will let it begin,
Watching the blood ooze and thinking, not again.
Surely one day, it'll all be worth the pain,
How can an entire life have no gain?
You know you're loved, you know they care,
But in your darkest days, when your heart begins to tear,
It's then that you need someone to hold, someone to share,
All the bad things that you hold inside,
Afraid to let them out, to risk the ride,
The sea of life, changing as easy as the tide.
It's not that you want to die,
It's just that you can't continue to fight,
No matter how much you try,
There's no good left in sight.
What do you feel?
What do you think?
What do you do?
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